Yeah. It's... never easy losing someone so close, especially family... [Mulder trails off a moment, family issues are at the heart of a lot of his personal issues, so he leaves it there for now.] I still don't think it's selfish to want to be with those you care about.

[Another glance to the stuff in the shop, but he's thinking no luck for today.]

Mostly, just for something to bounce around when things get tedious and dull. I also like to play, but I know better than to wish for a hoop and a ball both to pop up out of the blue together.